[01 Aug 2005|12:06am] Hey guys!sorry haven't updated in a long long time but don't worry now i have myspace so you can send me messages there......well see you guys later bye 1 Paul Walker / From Now On

[20 Nov 2004|08:59pm] Hey guys long long long time no update...well life is great cuz i got all my best friends right there with me whenever i need them and i'm there for all of them to I LOVE YOU ALL.....well football seasons over and marching is to but we didn't win our last game but we at least made it to finals i i'm proud of the guys for doing there best on Friday night.....well basketball season has started and we are a good team nothing but one big family there which is really good because there are some teams that just don't have that kind of bonding....KSA....well today we played Gregory Portland wildcats in corpus and we WON! :) i guess i'll ttyl cuz i gots to go but i'll try and keep updating....bye 7 Paul Walker / From Now On

[12 Aug 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | GOODIES ] well this week has gone by a lil faster than i expected and schools already gonna start next monday....can't wait cuz i want to wear my new clothes but hopefully sometime tomorrow or this weekend i go to the mall cuz i need more pants and tops....hehehe well for the past few days i've just been getting blacker cuz of practice and only on one side which isn't very fun but yeah...today i didn't go cuz i was feeling sick((wink-wink))we were suppose to eat fajitas at dc's but we ended up at taqueria so yeah that was fun cuz we were just cruzin around....ya know today steph andi and myself noticed that now that we have a car we don't know where to go or what to do and before we would always want to go here and there....c/s well i cut my hair i like it but i prolly should have cut it a lil bit shorter i'd say about another inch of 1/2 and inch...ohh well i like the way it came out...anywho i saw jen and ross yesterday which was pretty fun cuz i hadn't seen or talked to them in a while soo yeah....i'm already countint down the days for next summer well actually all the breaks we get or don't have school.....i can't wait till november well actually my next birthday which is DECEMBER 15...my favorite # cuz i get my license and hopefully i get MY car before then....let's see what else can i talk about....well i guess that's pretty much it for now but i'll update soon.....bye ((abby)) 1 Paul Walker / From Now On

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[08 Aug 2004|10:09pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | CONFESSIONS ] wow it's been a long time sice i've updated but it's cuz my computer it all messed up......anywho well another summer gone by and a new school year coming up....well life for me has been pretty okay i mean every life has it's ups and downs but it's all good...hmm let's see i went shopping for some school clothes and i can't wait for school to start cuz i mean i get to wear them lol...i dunno i've been thinking about the past years in school and i mean i've realized a lot of things...it's funny how life itself is for every individual...well i'll update later cuz i'm gonna go take a shower and rest cuz i got practice tomorrow morning which sucks ass.....man i'm glad this is my last yr....bye From Now On

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how it is...... [01 Aug 2004|10:34pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Goodies ] well this weekend was not that great but it was pretty okay....i spent a lot of time well by myself all bored most of the time or on the computer or phone...but yeah anywho next week we start registering for school which sucks cuz i really don't want to start school i'm not ready to go back to gettin up early and going to class....i mean yeah i want to see and spend time with all my friends but still i just don't want to go back yet...well this week i have stupid band camp which i hope isn't that boring cuz it wasn't last year and i'm glad this yr is my last yr doing band i mean don't get me wrong i'm gonna miss being with my friends and stuff like that....going to parties after every football game just remembering last year and everything that happend....it's all good tho.....this weekend i can't wait to go to the mall cuz i want to buy more new clothes yay!!! lol.....well i'm gone but i'll ttyl bye..... From Now On

[29 Jul 2004|01:26pm] well the summer is ending and the days of freedom is decreasing........time to finish having fun and start stuying lol yeah right....well this summer has been fun i've enjoyed it and had many experiences that i'll never forget just all the fun crazy wild and hilarious times i had with all my friends and fam......hopefully this coming year is not boring or anything like that and there are plenty of good times to come...this summer i really didn't get together with any one but i do like someone except i'm not sure if they feel the same.....i hope this coming year goes by fast cuz i hate school lol well i mean the whole part about doing homework going to class and stuff like that....well i'm out bye From Now On

this weekend [22 Jul 2004|07:16pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ciara ft peetey pablo -Goodies ] well this weekend i won't be here i'll be in san antonio for a basketball tournament it should be fun this is our last one...well wish me good luck lol....i was hoping to do something before i left with my friends but i guess i'll just have to wait till next week besides we have practice anyways so that should be fun...hopefully i'll be missed by my friends lol cuz i know i'll miss you all even tho im gonna only be gone till sunday and coming back on monday so oyeah we can all do something then.....the few days that have past were pretty okay except kinda boring but not all that bad as i would of thought except for the fact that i'm getting all fat by eating soo much and all the time.....i'm just gonna start working out and stuff hoping that i lose some weight and get in better shape ya know tone up a lot really not jsut a bit....well umm let's see i was happy today i dunno why tho i guess because of what happend but nothing happend soo i dunno anywho i was suppose to go to practice but i didn't like i was on my way then i just turned back and went home it was funny cuz i had already turned into the school so yeah....well that's all for now but i'll get back to ya in a while ttyl bye...... 2 Paul Walker / From Now On

I'm sorry.... [20 Jul 2004|10:38pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Usher-Confessions ] Well today was an okay day but i didn't get up till 4 so that sucked cuz my whole day had already gone by....i was hoping someone would come over but i guess they were too tired....don't blame them either.....well i went to go play a lil basketball(shoot around mostly) at nikkie's with some of the guys it was fun....i got home had nothing to do like always and now i'm just here....i called someone but they weren't really talking to me then all of a sudden the other line rings and they have to go.....i just wish i knew what was wrong cuz it seemed like this person just really didn't want to talk to me and i had been waiting for a right time to call becuz they had been asleep the last time i called....i wish i understood what was really going on between us but we're just friends that i know of and i that's cool.....i really like this person and i hope they like me in that way to...i just love to be around them they are fun to hang out with and all...well i guess i'll just have to wait and see what happens or what's going on i just hope they aren't mad at me or anything....because i think they are or maybe just annoyed already by me.....well i'm gonna go now.....bye (not who you think) From Now On

yay!!! [19 Jul 2004|06:39pm] [ mood | happy ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH........Thanks for putting up with me and always being there when i needed you i just hope i haven't cause you too much trouble or stress.....lol.....well i hope that you know how much you mean to me and LOVE you with all my heart....thanks..... 1 Paul Walker / From Now On

yupp what a week....... [18 Jul 2004|04:04pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | goodies ] this whole week including last sunday has been fun,confusing,and just fun....lol i'm glad we spent a lot of time together doing different things such as the party for alex and then her surprise party but she actually new about it....thanks steph for putting it together i asked for a card cuz i loved her work lol.....well yesterday was lauren's quincenera and that was fun....it was crazy actually cuz all we did was dance the night away and the guys's routine was awesome....way a go guys you did good.....anywho well today we're hoping to do something but we aren't really sure on what we should do and i'd figure we go out to eat but no money hahaha we broke......this coming week we start up band again but idon't know if im gonna go well see.....well that's all for now....bye From Now On

just a lil' 411 [17 Jul 2004|01:25am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | usher-confessions ] well alex's surprise party at rene's house was fun we ate saw the guys do there routine for the quincenera and jsut hung out there talking....i'm glad everything went good...went crusing around for a whil before it was time to go over there....stopped by a couple of friends houses but it was all good....i almost crashed but i had control of the car so that was ok just a tad bit scarry....today i'm hoping to go to that laurens quincenera cuz i want to see the guys do the dance it's pretty awesome...kinda learned some of the dance moves to...lol right steph...well tomorrow i think i might just be here alone with the house but i doubt i can stay here by myself.....i want to thank adrian for giving me a ride home...lol cuz he was nice enought to go all the way over there,pick me up and take me home...thanks...hehehe....well i guess today well be pretty interesting to i'll just have to wait and see cuz it ain't mornin yet well it is but the sun ain't shinin'....well i'm out....bye From Now On

yesterday... [16 Jul 2004|04:45pm] well yesterday was pretty good....except for all the worrying but i'm glad i don't have to worry as much anymore....last night i went to a friends house it was fun got to see the puppies...there soo cute....last night i was on the phone till like 3 it was funny....lol but i think i got in trouble......but yeah...today we're going to renee's for a lil party for alex....it should be fun and i hope nothing ruins it....well i g2g but i'll ttyl bye..... i had a dream and i just wish it was true...((abby)) From Now On

OMG.... [14 Jul 2004|09:04pm] last night was really fun we were just there jamming to some music and joemichael was raving lol it was funny...any who we went to Whataburger...steph wanted to race it didn't really work out but still didnt it and it was fun...lol....we were just there at the house eating talking jammin out...it was just hilarious after that....so much things just came to mind cuz we had been bored for a long time so we just decided on what we could do ....it was funnn i'll never foget lastnight/this mornin....but not every story has a happy ending..... i love you steph and i'm always here.........((abby)) actually we all love you and we are always here for you... 7 Paul Walker / From Now On

Yeahhh...... [14 Jul 2004|04:20pm] well yesterday was Alex's birthday...it was fun...we ate bbq and it was good...yummm....then we went to the zone played golf and got on the lil boats...since they didn't let us get on the gotcarts cuz there were being pinche....we got all soaked it was funny....then i came home and went to steph's it was a blast....verything was crzy and that's because we were just being ourselves....heheh....but in the end i got scared..((not to be hear)) anywho my day was good....well that's all now....bye From Now On

a fun and laughable weekend..... [12 Jul 2004|10:42pm] this weekend was really fun and there were lots of laughs....saturday we went to DCI that was pretty fun except trying to fall asleep on the way back home...sorry about that Andi =)....and that night at around 12am i called Ralph and wished him a Happy Birthday...lol...i think i was the first but i'm not sure....sunday was awesome...i invited andi steph alex and katie to spend the night at my house....steph and katie order a 30 piece of buffalo wings from dominos cuz they were hungry...we had a lil "Coke"....with a hinch of "CR"...((wink-wink)).. lol then we were just talking about soo many different things...it was funny cuz we wouldn't know how we went from like lets say something having nothing to do with what you had been talking about before...it was funny...just a bunch of girl stuff to talk about lol....well we did sleep a wink that night...kaite had to wake up early for tennis so she tried to fall asleep...made her breakfast...hehehe...we decide to go to supersplash today...it was andi,steph,alex,adrian and myself...it wasn't really the greatest day to go cuz it was all cloudy windy and kinda rainy...but we still had a blast...then they got hungry went to taqueria and to my house...they had finished eatin and mostly everyone just fell asleep...i mean we were pretty tired....lol...well tomorrow is Alex's BIRTHDAY.....YAY!!! she's going to be 15 and your right andi she's growing up....lol.....well tomorrow should be fun to....can't wait....ohh and hopefully we'll have another "social" pretty soon....this week hopefully...who know well see...well that's pretty much it i guess i'll ttyl bye 1 Paul Walker / From Now On

this weekend....... [07 Jul 2004|02:42am] well as you know i was in houston this past weekend...it was really fun i met my cousin's friends mike,andrew,caylub...oh and met mike's brother and his friend...man his brothers friend was pretty hot...lol...anywho we mostly went cruzin and just hanging out with the guys....went swimin,got a tan by laying out which by the way i was left outside laying out with tanning oil on me for about 2 hrs cuz my cuz forgot about me lol...but it's all good...the 4th was fun my cousin who has a wife and two lil kids but is the BIGGEST KID EVER....he bought $500 worth of fireworks they were all his...he bought the big displays and stuff we had a show of our own...good thing we didn't have to pay for admisson...it was pretty cool..i talked to several of my friends that night to and it seemed as if everything back home was going pretty good...love you guys....then we had a few drinks of the liquor called JUAREZ triple sec....it was good....i mentioned to my cuz and her friends about the word crunk cuz i had hered them say it but used it differently than what we do here...it was funny...up there CRUNK means cool or tight like that car is CRUNK...and i told them that we use it as in gettin' drunk...it was just one big funny thing to laugh about...after i had mentioned that they started making a lil joke bout it...like telling me hey let's go get crunk...i dunno i thought it was funny...well the ride back was long as hell i swear i just wanted to get home...well that was my weekend i got nothing else to say.....ttyl bye <3 abby =) 3 Paul Walker / From Now On

this weekend [22 Jun 2004|08:54pm] Well today i had school then i went to pay for the DCI trip....hopefully this weekend i get to go out and take the car... ya know have a lil party such as some ppl did on friday night.. ;) yupp well this 4th of july i'm prolly gonna go to houston that'll be fun i was gonna prolly invite someone to do something on that day if we didn't do anything but i don't think that's gonna happen if we go....anywho...well umm tomorrow's another day except i just hope it's not another boring day...well i guess that's all for know bye...... 3 Paul Walker / From Now On

this weekend..... [21 Jun 2004|09:56pm] Well this weekend was ok i guess i mean i had fun playing over at san marcos for basketball and just hanging out with the team oh yeah also getting in trouble with the other ppl who worked and stayed there....ya know we were supposably making tooo much noise but it wasn't us it was all of our parents....had a lil too much to drink speaking of drinking...saturday night was an interesting day that i heard of and you know who i'm talking about right steph and andi....well i'mm glad you all had fun...all four of you all...i wish i could have been there to make fun of you all and laugh with you to...maybe next time...=) well DCI is coming up and it's going to be fun i can't wait i'm just hoping nothing bad will happen or somehting go wrong in any way...i just hope that we can just all go over there and have fun...well i g2g but i'll ttyl bye..... 2 Paul Walker / From Now On

411...you might not give a shit but oh well... [13 Jun 2004|08:23pm] Well today was pretty good i guess except for the fact that i woke up early and still tired....ohh yeah also not doing anything at all except stay at home all bored....i found out that i was supposably talking shit about someone which i wasn't pple just hate on me i really don't know why...all i think about it that they just simply don't like me for some reason or another.....oh well all i can say to that is fuck it they don't like me that's their problem and i can't do anything about it...soo yeah....c/s well umm let's see what else can i tell you oh yeah that lil' road trip to the island will happen on the 28,29,30,1,and 2....lol it's gonna be fun...i'm gonna buy a beerbong for one of my friends who i know will love it to death....lol ;)....let's see oh yeah i was going through a lot of stuff but of course i still couldn't figure out what was what cuz there's not that much 411 or i'm just stupid...well it could go both ways...well i'm out cuz i'm watching the game....PISTONS are going to kick the Lakers ASS.....bye 2 Paul Walker / From Now On

Let's Get Ready to PARTY.......lol ;) [09 Jun 2004|02:29pm] ROAD TRIP!!! I'm driving....hehe.....SPI here we come...lol hopefully it turns out as plan and we actually go....bye From Now On

Just out of my mind..... [08 Jun 2004|10:17pm] Today was an okay day I guess you can say...I went to school which was boring of course and then I had a basketball game at 5:30 soo that was fun...we won lol =)...well today I noticed a couple of more things than the first time I mentioned something like this about my lil' life of mine or things I'm dealing with or going through...I understand that nobody really gives a shit 'bout what I got to say but hey I am just letting out my emotions on several things but you don't have to listen...anywho I don't understand the meaning of several things in life I mean I get the fact that you go through tough times where you have to make a decision that may affect your future or whatever but I just hope it'd be a lil' easier if only those who it envolves help me out...such as Ralph like I don't understand how he feels...I get the fact that he might or does like Brisa or there going out or whatever but when I had confronted him as in asking him about it he said they weren't and that she had just called or whatever and they were talking...I remember what he told me but I think I'm gonna keep that to myself but the thing is I don't know if he meant it or not....I would really like it if he were to tell me how he truly feels cuz I'm tired of just guessing and if there's nothing there but friendship I'm okay with that....but not telling me if the prob cuz I just might be in the way I dunno unless Ralph tells me what really is going on well I'm out....bye From Now On

It's their way then yours....which ones ture...... [07 Jun 2004|05:30pm] You know I hear so many different things that I don't know what's reality or not....there are time's when I think that your jsut messing with me...but then I feel like your not...the only thing to do in order to find out is ask...well I just hope I find out the truth soon because I playing games when someone's heart can be broken....it's not fun at all believe me....well I'm out....bye From Now On

Babysittin'...not what you think.... [06 Jun 2004|08:37pm] Well today has been an okay day I guess...but I want to talk about yesterday...lol...well yesterday Andi,Steph and myself went to H-E-B...I drove...hehe....we went to go get pics that Andi got developed...but then we made a lil' pit stop in the condoms and tapon aisle...lol...it was funny because we were just there saying stupid stuff and asking stupid ?'s....then we went to Andi's house talkin' and then Andi starts talkin' about the stash she had there...some H3O ;) so we had a lil' of that....Steph had metioned bout' Cic's quincenera tape so we wanted to see it...we walked to Steph's house and I mean it was hot outside.....anywho we saw the tape and man can those guys dance....we saw Steph pimpin' it with three guys...on one of the dances of course she didn't even notice till she first saw it...c/s we were gonna go to the Sub-Deb party but ended up not going...instead we decided to have a lil' party there at Steph's....lol...Andi and I stayed the night..we got some H3O and omg...it was soo funny becuz both Steph and Andi were not all there really...we're soo good at not gettin' caught...I hope everyone learned a lesson or two on how to not get caught lol....well that night we just had lots of laughs...ohh and did I mention that Staph's hottie brother was there....but of course his gf was there to but anywho..I'm sorry I just think her brother is HOTT! he was working out...he's got a pretty nice 6 pack...well that night we also had some other ppl there...according to Andi..lol when she was on the phone with DC...they were Buttercup,Candy,and Ginger...lol....it was funny....well I had a really fun time there....of course I did have to watch over them a lil'....especially when they attacked me for my drink cuz they had finished there's.....well thanks for the laughs guys....we have to do it again sometime soon.....maybe this weekend....or find somewhere to party...lol...well I'm out cuz I got nothing else to say...bye 1 Paul Walker / From Now On

I just felt hyper..... [04 Jun 2004|01:31pm] Yesterday was not a very good day for me.....but after my game it got better...I was just in the mood for going somewhere and having fun with my friends or someone special....I was hyper and just being myself....today is also one of those days and i hope i get to do or go somewhere cuz I've kinda been stuck at home for this week...and it ain't that much fun at all...maybe I'll see if someone wants to go somewhere...like bowling....lol ya know getting crunk and just acting stupid...lol j/k...anywho well I'm out cuz I gots a lot of things to do and so lil' time to do it all in.... From Now On

I guess it's just time to let go and accept it......... =l [03 Jun 2004|02:15pm] Today has been a bad day...one of those days wher you just wish you would dissapear...I actually found out that that special person that I really cared about and I'm gonna metion his name cuz I really don't care who knows who I'm talking about....the person that I'ver cared about soo much is Ralph...I found out that Ralph and Brisa are back together, but the thing is he doesn't know I know because I haven't confronted him yet....I'm hoping he will tell me how he feels and what's going on between us or if there is even an us anymore....also telling me that he is going out with Brisa and that they were just "taking a break" as they say....don't take it the wrong way I'm just saying....cuz I ain't the type of person to rub anything in anyone's face...but right there yeah....and that's the last time I do something stupid like that...the whole rubbing it in ppls faces....anyways...I just hope that Ralph can still have a relationship with me being friends, but you know it really hurts especially when the same things happend twice already....then yet you've told me I've broken your heart...sorry babe but you've broken my heart and it's a lot more painful...you just wouldn't understand how...I guess it's just time for me to accept that Ralph and me will never have a closer relationship than being friends...maybe it's time for me to let go those strong feelings...I'm really gonna miss you Ralph and I'm not gonna be a bitch like some girls would be in a situation like this....I'm just gonna wish you two the best and stay out of your way....there's nothing I can do I mean I can't controll your feelings or anything like that all i can do is give you my trust, be myself,make you laugh n happy, spend more time with you like before,give you a place in my heart, and hope that you'd accept that....for us to be together....but things don't always come out the way you'd plan or actually want....well I think I'm just gonna stop here.... i'm sorry..... 2 Paul Walker / From Now On

Something I need to know...... [02 Jun 2004|07:36pm] You know there are some things that just can't be unheard and no matter what the news is it's always gots a bad or good part to it....but of course things mostly turn out bad than good...I honestly just wish I new what I heard was true or not cuz if so I can just let it be and stay out of the way....but of course still have some kind of relationship...you know not everything you hear is true and that's why you may also want to talk to the person it deals with mostly and ask if it's true or not...it wouldn't hurt if that person also just made it easy and told the truth in a pleasant way....not just say it in a mean way or anything....well by the end of the night I hope to understand this whole situation and where I stand.............. From Now On

Just those lil' things..... [02 Jun 2004|04:31pm] You know when your sitting down doing absoutely nothing and you try to find something to do even though you end up doing something you really don't want to do, but at least it's better than what your doing at the moment, well I felt like that.Then so many different things started roaming in my mind and they weren't just any lil' things, but certain things that mean a lot to me.This yr. was pretty fun, but it had it's lil' speed bumps on the way except I have some very special ppl that mean a lot to me to help me out. Thanks you guys I love you all....and too those that talked a lot of shit 'bout me n prolly still do..you need to stop being scurred and come up to me and tell me to my face what you have to say cuz I can give a shit on what you think or have against me...if you don't like me that's your prob, but the thing I be haten is when you can't just come up to me and tell me to my face...anyways c/s...I'm glad with certain things that are still continuing till this moment...i hope it is...I think you all know what I'm talking 'bout if not let me give you a lil' clue...it's the thing of you meeting someone and having a real good friendship with them then you take it a lil' more by liking one another...now you get it...hope so...but I mean if anything were to happen between us either becoming even closer(well see)or things go the wrong way we'd always still be real good friends...well I hope you find what your looking for and get everything you hope to get....I'm out cuz I just don't know what else I can say....bye...<3 Abby From Now On

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